AWWW.i love you guys too. im just feeling lonely nowdays. AHHHH. i had a nightmare last night. and THAT got me even more paranoid and scared.i woke up so early because of that. RANJANNI AND RASI! haha. im the middle straw! hahaha. cheered up by them a little todae..haha..cheered up ALOT by my mum's sms.shhhhhhhh.=)

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im feeling lonely now. Am i really that bad to talk to? to be with? Why is everyone ignoring me. i feel exhausted. i suddenly feel like i need to depend on someone...but for me thats just wrong. i need love. hais. NO I DONT NEED THAT TYPE OF LOVE.i need the 3gong's love.i need jaee's love.i need 2nd sis's love. i wan to give and take.not give and give till im just an empty shell.

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Tagged by divya gong=)

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THAT
1. Made you smile? Joycelyn
2. Saw you cry? Emelia
3. Went to the movies with you? Emelia
4. You talked on the phone? Deniisha
W O U L D. Y O U. R A T H E R
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? None!!
2. Be serious or be funny? umm..depends
3. Drink whole or skim milk? Both?
4. Die in a fire or drown? I DO NOT want to die yet
5. Spend time with your parents or enemies? Parents la!
D O. Y O U. P R E F E R
1. Flowers or candy? BOTH! whahaha
2. Gray or black? black.i dont like in-betweens
3.Color or Black and white photos? color.black and white looks so depressing.
4. Lust or love? love!
5. Sunrise or sunset? dont they look the same? but i like sunset better.haha
6.M&Ms or Skittles? M&Ms! i love my chocos
7.Staying up late or waking up early? waking up early. im like a little scared of the dark.lol.
A N S W E R. T R U T H F U L L Y
1. Do you like anyone? do i look DUMB to you?
2. Ever recorded a sexual act on video? NO! that is just sick and WRONG.
3. Have you taken a picture naked? NO.why would i?
4. Do you fall for the wrong guy or girl? ya...
D O. Y O U. P R E F E R.
1. Sun or moon? Moon.No heat? haha
2. Snickers or ? or wad??
3. Left or right? Right. It listens to me more.
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends? 2 best friends.
5. Sunny or rainy? Rainy.
6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice-cream? Chocolate! hahaha.
A B O U T. Y O U!
1. What time is it? 7.36 pm
2. Name? Amanda
3. Nickname(s): 3rd sis,panda,gong,manda...
4. What is your birth date? 6th april! i just had to change the number from divya's answer. hahaha
5. What do you want right this second? someone to call me.haha
6. Where do you want to live? In my own house next to the beach.
7. How many kids do you want? im only 13 years old.
8. You want to get married? im only 13 years old.
U N I Q U E
1.Can you roll your tounge? no.
O T H E R
1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl it.
2. Have you ever eaten Spam? Ermm..wats that?
3. Favorite ice cream? Ben and jerry's
4. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet? i dont eat ceral.
5. What's your favorite type of soda? erm... dont really like those.
6. Do you cook? YES. i just cut my finger while cooking today. haha
I N .T H E. L A S T. M O N T H , H A V E. Y O U?
1. had a crush? i am not dumb.
2. Bought something? ya
3. Sang? ya.
5. Been hugged? no..hais.
6. Felt stupid? Yes
7. Missed someone? ya
8. Danced crazy? NO.
9. Gotten your hair cut? Ya.
10. Cried? Ya.
11. Lied? no.
12. Stole anything? NO.

anyone can do this=)

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IM BOREDDDDDDDD. oops! im sorry 2nd sis.i wanted to call you 15 minutes ago but i forgot. so i shall call you now.OH GOD. haha. i wanted to pick up the phone then it RANG.so i was thinking oh damn.now i cant call 2nd sis.but GUESS WAD.it WAS 2nd sis.hahahahahahha.oh god.i couldnt believe it so i said hello 2 times and got 2nd sis screaming at me.haha.turns out i didnt reply her sms so she called me.and now shes probably eating at some restaurant again.the last time she went to a GERMAN restaurant.i didnt noe you had those things in singapore! haha.this post suddenly looks looong.haha.i wanna go OUUUT. im lonely at home.i need to pack my table.its OVERFLOWING with books. and im BORED.boredboredbored. NOW 2nd sis isnt replying my smses.shes too busy EATING.wat a glutton. hahahaha

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report books are OUT. dont worry hsu li! you're still the cleverest in MY books.haha.went to mac with jani todae. shes damn FUNNY. haha.dont worry about those people janu. theyre just JEALOUS. and 2nd sis! dont worry about your results. you still rock=) i shall stay drunk.whahaha!

why am i missing you like this?

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HOW DEPRESSING. im not exactly depressed.im kind of like NUMB? ah. JASMINE!!! forget about those THINGS. they are NUMBER ONE. not worth your time.NUMBER TWO. they just want you to notice them so dont give them wat they want.NUMBER THREE. dont you think youre better off thinking about JAEE then THOSE THINGS? haha. so forget about them and their mood wrecking tactics.report books out tomorrow.

im keeping it in.just like i learned in school.

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went out with jasmine yesterday.isetan is a total waste of time. we spent 1 to 2 hours there but bought nothing. then we finally got wat she wanted.haha. then we went clothes trying at this fashion! stupid tube dress! haha.i love the black dress. it was EVENTFUL after that. jasmine! if you wan to scream my name in public next time please tell me first so i can run away! haha. poor 2nd sis didnt have the mood to go out so i cheered her up with a sweet sms!and todae i specially got her the thing shes been jealous of cos i have it and she doesnt.haha.im nice=)

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isetan is a total waste of time.haha went out with jasmine yesterday and we spent like 1 to 2 hours there in the end end up with nothing. jasmine! those shoes were nice ok! so we walked around more and she finally got wat she wanted in an hour. we went clothes trying at this fashion! haha. stupid tube dress.and it was an EVENTFUL day at century square. JASMINE. next time you want to scream my name in public tell me first so i can run away.LOL. poor 2nd sis had no mood to come..i being the EVER THOUGHTFUL 3rd sis sent her a sweet sms.=) haha.
today i went out and got 2nd sis the thing that shes jealous of me having and she doesnt. arent i nice? haha

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depressing week.thats why i havent been blogging.its toooo depressing. happy belated birthday to jasmine seng!! haha. we shall go sakae again right? haha.

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reply to TAGGGS=)
to jasmine:you shd noe by now=)
to min er:you can come one weekend...
to divya:NO DIVEE IT WASNT A GOOD EXCERCISE
to justin: yes we all noe.
to sidney: FYI. WE WALKED TO ANOTHER HOUSE B4 GOING TO YOUR HOUSE SO IT WAS NOT OBVIOUS.

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yesterday webt out with emelia jasmine and alyssa..went to bugis.me and emelia were super early and the place was dead.DEAD.im lazy to post ALL the pictures so i'll post them another day..the LATER part of the day wasnt as nice.not at all.hope youre feeling better after venting it out.=)

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NEW url.NEW skin.NEW beginning? RIGHT.anyway....went out with JAEE today.haha.JAEE.im waiting for my pictures 2nd sis and tomato.
i will post the pictures when they give me the pictures.=)

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