just because you can spell love, doesn't mean you should say it too much.

Sunday, December 31, 2006

HAPPY NEW YEAR:)))

i wont be home later so im blogging now. rasi is toooo sweet! haha! so i guess ill follow her.

RASI:

since p3 i think? no,i KNOW. hahhaha. shes probably the longest friend i have now? things werent so wonderful this year but it can only get better now. shes stuck by me through everything and shes so tolerant of me! she doesnt complain when i cry or scream or bitch. no wait.she does complain. haha. but not that much anyway. shes so wonderfulllllllll! and rasi. its prettaayyye. not whatever you typed in your blog. ahahhaha. favourite face ;):D

DIVYA:

my god. looks fragile but shes not. :D hahaha. shes great for a laugh and always looks on the bright side. dont know how she does it. this year wasnt really a bonding year? ya. so was kind of wasted i guess. but since im taking the bus from next year onwards with them shell always have a chance to torture me. and her annoying habit of having to have someone to sms? has to go. hahahahha

RANJANNI:

i only really got to know her this year. i used to think she was just so grumpy. but not now. she loves playing pranks. hahaha. and her emo phase this year scared me. hope it doesnt happen again. lol. anyway. her last minute stuff drives me crazy. always almost late for the bus. then scold us say were too rush. hahaha. hope it doesnt happen in the mornings. and shes my white sands buddy. shes probably gone to white sands with me the most times this year. hahahahha! so there. white sands buddy:D

EMELIA:

met her this year. you know how? LANG room. and gazebos. and the celebrity head prefect. haha. we found each other familiar. but in fact we dont know each other at all. i cant say it was a great year. i cant say why partly cause up till now i dont understand? but things can only get better. oh and our gift exchanging. hahha. its quite often come to think of it. shes so funny and caring. if shes in the mood of course. if shes not..erm. youd rather not know. lets just say you wouldnt want to be her stressball. but she comforts people! shes promised that history will not repeat itself and thats all i need to know.

JAMSINE:

so crazy. hahaha. camwhore and she calls me bimbo partner. maybe cause shes asks me to do bimbo things with her? hahahhaha. shes so funny and loudd. laugh so loud! haha. but shes great if you need cheering up. shell give you a big jasminehug. hahaha. shes obsessed. shall not say with what:D she was like so different in the beginning of the year. and shes made one or two wrong choices in 'love'. i dont even think its love lo! ahahha. like i say,its LUST at first sight. she and her eyecandies. aiyo. dont even know what to say! hahahha

KAIEN:

she runs so fast its scary. i remember one time i managed to follow her throughout lo! yay me! hahaha. buts its just once. bet i cant do it now anyway. shes always earliest in school so i talk to her. its like the warm up for the mouth. ahahahhaha. and shes so animated. hahaha. but shes like too quiet? she should speak up more for herself. i knew her this year only through jasmine. she was just too quiet. hahaha. shes such a nice person:D

love you people!<3

ive got loads more to write but itll take too long. so anyway. i love everyone! ive only got ONE new year resolution. keep a diary. hahaha. i strongly encourage 2nd sis to do the same. since she finds her blog so useless. and iev got alot of new year wishes. ill just name 3.

1) nobody to betray me. at all.

2)nobody to leave me. at all.

3)good results.(duh who doesnt want them)

cant believe this is the last post of the year. it just goes by too fast. well. happy new year everyone.

;je'taime

Friday, December 29, 2006

im going to finsih my homework on time. :D and jasmine didnt call to tell me if we were going out today.. so stuck at home again. but my cousin came over. :D rasi's blog has so many songs. hahahaha. i dont even need my still lost mp3 player. seriously,i have no idea where it is! hais. and emelia has very weird dreams. the only time that youre ever going to see me in two ponytails is in your dreams. :) anyway. im like used to her dreams anyway. but this one is specially surprising. hahaha. this is such a useless post but still. its a post right? :)

;je'taime

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

why cant people just stop spiting me? why cant they just stop stealing from me?why cant they just show some concern for me? why cant we stop lying? why cant everyone be frank with everyone. why cant we all stop hiding stuff from one another? why cant you guys just stop and share some love once in a while?god. i feel so stupid now. why cant you guys just stop and remember who are the people who got you where you are now,the things you had to do to get this far?instead of just moving on and on,instead of taking everything for granted and making silly mistakes over and over again. theres this phrase that says that what someone doesnt know wont hurt that someone.whoever came up with that silly little phrase is so so wrong. in fact i think its just the opposite.

i felt like that 5 minutes ago. but im now calmer i guess. funny how the internet can make you say things like that. anyway. i have a birthday present to buy for emelia darling. i havent bought it yet though. im seriously thinking about tofu toy ok. oh and my mp3 is gone. its gone. $200 and my memories. gone. im feeling numb now. but ill get hysterical. soon.

;je'taime

Sunday, December 24, 2006

merry christmas everyone! its not exactly 25th yet but it will be in a few hours:) i cant wait to open my presents. so ive opened one already! haha! just one more week till school reopens. im not looking foward to it. im actually dreading it. this year hasnt been good to me so i dont think the next year is going to be spectacular or anything like that. oh and i got an urge to punch that guy in his stupid oh-i-think-im-so-high-class face.stupid guy.desperate for attention. i feel like im destroying the christmas atmosphere. oops. :) ohwell.

MERRY CHRISTMAS :))))

;je'taime

Friday, December 22, 2006

went out with emelia yesterday. christmas shopping. she was early for the first time ever. so she had to wait for me. HAHA. anyway. so we saw the BIG BIG TOFU TOY! so she fell in love with it. so did i. hahaha. but dreams are called DREAMS for a reason. it costs 50 dollars. so forthe restof they day emelia was whining. TOFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. and its like ALL OF A SUDDEN. so imagine. walk walk walk. TOFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. and emelia abuses also. everytime i go out with her i get pulled slapped hit punched.went to watch night at the mueseum. big domesticated dinosaur.hahaha. emelia owed me a show lo. but its repaid:) the show was nice. sort of. hahaha. and we bought each other presents la. the same thing. and guess what it says.

not..

just...

a...

pretty...

face!!!!!!!

HAHA. wonderful isnt it. and we knocked alot of things over yesterday. :D oh and i saw something i shouldnt have saw yesterday too. OMG.OMG.OMG. HAHAHAHAHA. thinking of it makes me wanna laugh. its sick too. im itching to tell the whole world. but im not that mean. :)

;je'taime

Saturday, December 16, 2006

ranjanni is such a nice person:) cheering me up even when im so damn sacarstic. rasi is nice too:) cheering me up is not easy to do. i thank them so much:)
i got my malacca pictures! i just realised i miss that room. yes it was creepy but still.. the bed was an original product. hahahahaha. and its so memorable ranjanni will never ever forget me. oh and my tv can WATCH the camera pictures! haha! my amazing tv.

;je'taime

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

im feeling unloved. and dont scold me for feeling that way.

;je'taime

jasmines back... but she brb-ed me.hais. called emelia but she cant talk...and she hasnt replied my sms..so im stuck blogging...emelias going to camp tomorrow. so is rasi. and divya. dont blame me if i sound boring. there arent many people to talk to since all the people i talked to are busy or going away. i wish people were sweet all the time.it would save me the heartache.=(

keeping people in the dark is as good as lying to them.

;je'taime

Monday, December 11, 2006

im feeling sick and tierd of life today. emelia knows why. my greatest regret. hais. thanks for the comfort anyway. and thanks for my astriocat too! its pretty=) saw jasmine and kai en at camp today.. wish i could have been more alive when i saw you two but my head was causing the world to spin...so ya.i barely made it home =S i miss school now i guess. at least i'd have something to do. oh and my parents went off overseas with the camera and all my malacca pictures too. so no pictures till end of the week....sorry! and since im bored...

I don't want a lot for Christmas

There's just one thing I need

I don't care about presents

Underneath the Christmas tree

I just want you for my own

More than you could ever know

Make my wish come true...

All I want for Christmas Is you...

I don't want a lot for Christmas

There is just one thing I need

I don't care about presents

Underneath the Christmas tree

I don't need to hang my stocking

There upon the fireplace

Santa Claus won't make me happy

With a toy on Christmas day

I just want you for my own

More than you could ever know

Make my wish come true

All I want for Christmas is you... You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas

I won't even wish for snow

I'm just gonna keep on waiting

Underneath the mistletoe

I won't make a list and send it to the North Pole for Saint Nick

I won't even stay awake to hear those magic reindeer click

'Cause I just want you here tonight holding on to me so tight

What more can I do

Baby all I want for Christmas is you You baby...

All the lights are shining so brightly everywhere

And the sound of children's laughter fills the air

And everyone is singing I hear those sleigh bells ringing

Santa won't you bring me the one I really need

Won't you please bring my baby to me

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas

This is all I'm asking for

I just want to see baby

Standing right outside my door

Oh I just want him for my own

More than you could ever know

Make my wish come true

Baby all I want for Christmas is You

All I want for Christmas is you baby

that reminds me. i still owe emelia a FULL christmas present.she owes me half. ahaha. she can never stop reminding me about things i owe her.

;je'taime

Saturday, December 09, 2006

IM BACK!!!!! actually i was back on thursday.but i was sick so i practically slept the whole of thursday and friday.im feeling better now but i miss sleeping the whole day away.hahaha. the malacca trip did nothing but stress me out and make me sick. but it was an experience i guess. and the apartment was scary. rasi is a brave brave soul:) i took quite alot of pictures..but the last day was pictureless cause i was so sick and tierd.ill post the pictures another time i guess...and to all those who missed me...
I MISSED YOU GUYS TOO!

;je'taime

Sunday, December 03, 2006

I WILL MISS JASMINESENG AND HER CRAP TOPICS.:D
I WILL MISS EMELIATAN AND HER STUPID GOSSIP SO STUPID I CARE ABOUT IT.:D
I WILL MISS THIS BLOG AND ITS BEAUTIFUL BLOGSKIN.
hahaha.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee people

emeliatan wans me to say i love her so here

I LOVE EMELIA TAN! ahahah

;je'taime