why cant people just stop spiting me? why cant they just stop stealing from me?why cant they just show some concern for me? why cant we stop lying? why cant everyone be frank with everyone. why cant we all stop hiding stuff from one another? why cant you guys just stop and share some love once in a while?god. i feel so stupid now. why cant you guys just stop and remember who are the people who got you where you are now,the things you had to do to get this far?instead of just moving on and on,instead of taking everything for granted and making silly mistakes over and over again. theres this phrase that says that what someone doesnt know wont hurt that someone.whoever came up with that silly little phrase is so so wrong. in fact i think its just the opposite.

i felt like that 5 minutes ago. but im now calmer i guess. funny how the internet can make you say things like that. anyway. i have a birthday present to buy for emelia darling. i havent bought it yet though. im seriously thinking about tofu toy ok. oh and my mp3 is gone. its gone. $200 and my memories. gone. im feeling numb now. but ill get hysterical. soon.

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