ohmygod. i never thought i would live to see today. its the last day of school. i would really want to be unfeeling and all 'i love leaving' but i cant. haha. i thought i could but emelia darling and her silly tears and everybody's goodbyes like its the end of the world made me realise its really the end of these two years. so its impossible to not feel anything. even if my past expeiences of having feelings are not good. at all. just look at me! im a freaking emotional wreck. all thanks to you. bastard. well anyway thats not the point. i guess i will miss somethings(: it has been kind of fun in a so stupid its funny way. and for almost every person i have an impression(: not necessarily good but hey. at least i notice them okay. but its been a really weird ride these two years. i never know what to expect i guess. dont know if thats a good thing or not but ill miss it sometimes i guess. i still remember saying how much i hate this class. but when the fact starts to sink in that im never going to have the same experience again, well, i just feel like i will miss it sometimes. so byeeee 2A.

and i feel so stuck now. like its the holidays and i have no idea what to do.

;je'taime