exams are over. im going to like flunk all of them. i want the holidays. and im like getting fat. i eat when im depressed you see(: and since im depressed cause of the exams so obviously i put on weight.
anyway. after looking through those i realised that there are many things hidden fom me. its like you just take advantage of me being oblivious and hurt my feelings. i feel so unwanted now. i wish i never saw those. i wish i could sit down and talk with someone. like really talk. without anyone getting angry without keeping anything from each other. life would be so much better. all those things i saw nearly made me puke. and made me so worried. i wanted to type a long long post. but its not worth it anyway. ohya! get well soon emelia darling(: love you!

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