hey world. IM STUPID. IM OH SO STUPID. why? cause someone said so. and you know what. i totally agree. im so stupid for keeping it for FOUR LONG AND HARD YEARS. all for what? nothing except the occasional smiles. and those last about oh i dont know 5 SECONDS? like who the hell cares. im stupid okay. i cant even finish a lit paper. i need to pass my subjects so bad. enough is on my mind without YOU TELLING ME THE HRASH REALITY OF MY MINUTE INTELLIGENCE TO MY FACE. LIKE WHO THE HELL CARES. YOU? OH DONT KID ME. ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS EVERYTHING. BUT ME. I WONT EVEN SAY I GIVE UP CAUSE IM TOO STUPID TO DO THAT. if youre trying to tear me apart youre on the right track. ive never felt so ANGRY IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE BEFORE. and thats saying ALOT. so if you dont mind. id like to WALLOW IN MY OH SO SHALLOW BRAIN WITHOUT ANY THOUGHTS OF YOU FOR ONCE. WHO KNOWS. MAYBE ILL BE SMART IN MY DREAMS.

;je'taime