i have seriously never hated anything more in my whole entire life. what is it and their stupid heartless attitudes?? dont care dont act dont NOTICE anything you know. just sit there and listen to their mp3s at stupid volumes which will probably fry their barely there brains when someone is trying to SAY something. like wth. im not doing this for fun. do i LOOK like i want to know which freaking country youre going to for your stupid holidays?? id rather watch paint dry thank you very much. i really couldnt help it. and with all the stupid people around. i really couldnt take it anymore. thanks everyone who comforted me, for example hsuli with your indispensable pack of tissues which you practically threw at me. it landed on my face then fell to my lap. haha! thank you so much.. im so sorry i made such a fool of myself today. its just that really insensitive behaviour is getting to me. cause youre born with feelings for a REASON. not just to cause others pain and harm you know. its to MAKE LIFE HAPPIER AND MORE MEANINGFUL in case you guys didnt know. i was so fustrated the whole day. couldnt stop pacing around. i think i scared my whole family to bits? kind of screaming for no reason. ohwell. i really need a hug.
i got back my report book today. it wasnt as bad as i expected. its acceptable anyway. just like everyone else's. i guess i can safely say almost everyones content with their marks? it wasnt a bad exam on the whole.
i feel like tearing myself apart or tearing something. im so so fustrated. i feel like screaming out all the names but ya. i dont really have any VOICE left to sceam after the whole day.
i really need want love you. its so embarassing to admit it but ya. i think that hug has got to be from you.

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