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i had a nightmare. it was so bad my eyes SNAPPED open the moment it ended. it hurts so bad. i can still hear the laughter feel the humiliation and see the look you gave me. but i didnt cry. i love to say that. i did not cry. no. nope. no way in hell. i ddint cry cos of that nightmare. i cried cos of a book. i hate to say that. emnelia thinks im emotinally unstable. i think im just plain unstable.