I LIED OKAY. I FREAKING LIED. I DO CARE. IT MATTERS TO ME. LIKE WTH. IM A GIRL. WHATDIDJA EXPECT ME TO DO. GO ALL WEEPY AND SOB OH I FORGIVE YOU??? SORRY BUT THIS GIRL HAS MORE DIGNITY THAT.I DO NOT SOB I FORGIVE YOU BUT I SOB ALL THE SAME. SO THERE. i lied. im so sorry. i lied. it really matters. it does. to me. but whats the point. when you still dont understand? you said sorry cos someone told you to. not cos you feel that you need to, not because im there in your conscience yet. when its there. then tell me. then maybe i wont lie.

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