i want a castle darling. lol. just to make thigns clear i do not have a darling. it just looks like a nice word.
i cant trust myself. just those words and my heart melts. god. what the hell am i. i dont know if youre doing it cos you feel like you have a duty. but i really really dont want you to do that. if you feel forced then go away and leave me alone. i dont need any more false hopes. they kill whatever real hope i have left.

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