life sucks. reading the account was terrifying. and put new doubts in my head. im going to fail maths. again. hsu's right. what the hell was i thinking. who would get mesmerised? who would be so perfect? who would be in that type of predicatament? all i wanted, i guess, was to write my own happy ending. damnnnn. im so scared. how is it going to turn out. what will happen to me.

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