i feel overworked. no i dont FEEL overworked, i AM overworked. im overheating. this brain is not gifted okay. im a normal person like everyone else. including you. so unless youre like un human or something then maybe you should spare a thought for me? you know. a minute? 3o seconds? 10? if you want to leave me without any help at all i sincerely hope you end up in hell. so what now? I cant have mood swings? I cant be angry? I cant be hurt? I cant be cared for? and why? cos you want all the rights to yourselves? cos im not human too? oh god. go get lasik or something cos in case you havent noticed i AM human. you know, flesh and blood?

and i just realised so many birthdays are coming up:/ and its just not the same i guess. it was too long a break and now weve both forgotten what its like to talk to each other.

;je'taime