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i got a new phrase too(: youre as irregular as my lunches. which is saying alot. i need to talk to someone. and youre not here anymore. but i cant bear to share that feeling with someone else. i got so much so much to say but i feel like its all clogged up. im going to get like high blood pressure like that. i want to be comforted. to be hugged. held. just want to know someone cares and is with me. and i know exactly who i want. but its impossible. which makes the pain just worse. and if anybody vents their mood swings on me again i swear i will scream. ive got enough for one week okay. what is up with the people.
im doubtful of who to trust.