twice a day the same question is asked. am i really that obvious. okay anyway.
my brain hurts. doing maths for a prolonged period of time makes people go mad. im so scared for the test tomorrow. even if i get full marks for it which is impossible ill only get 59. and the final term paper is not going to be easy. what if i can get 60%. my life will be ruined. ill kill myself. there wont be a point in doing this anymore anyway. working hard is not enough. i have to work till i go mad before anything good is seen. and what do i get? god. black faces everyday and more work with nobody freaking willing to help me in class. cos why? this class students only care about THEMSELVES you see. if someone cant do it oh all the better. as long as their better than the idiots and thats all that matters. cos you see. their the only ones in the world and others absolutely dont matter. theyve got a heart of stone and even if you beg them they will not help you. cos helping you will lead to the end of the world. oh not THE world. THEIR world.
okay. im exhausted. life sucks and so do you guys.

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