when it rains, do you worry if im feeling cold again? when it rains, do you remember all the conversations we had about the rain? when it rains, do you remember me?
okay shit. im being over sensitive again. and you really should learn from those idol dramas. theyre like the manual to being sweet caring and loving.
this is a stupid one week holiday. everything felt right. but something was missing. and it was just a once a wek occurance. and i know it referred to me. i hope so much it doesnt. but i dont lie to myself. self denial gets you nowhere and honestly it hurts. if you want me gone. i guess its fair. considering the amount of trouble i come with. end it? fine by me.

;je'taime