can everyone just stop saying love! i mean what is up with everyone nowadays. its not even valentines day for gods sake. whats next? paper hearts floating all around with love delcarations? i swear i would puke out all my lunches ive ever had in my whole pathetic 14 years of life. whats love anyway. i wish i knew. these days. its a sterotype. cute guy + roses + cards + chocolates=love. ha. if it were that simple i would be married by now. i want to know what really goes on behind the scenes when two people actually fall in love. you know those type where people actaully enjoy growing old together and never for once regret their decision to marrying and when they go out, people just know that they are in love. its like they have a particular air about them. something that makes you hate them yet envy them. at the same time! but i guess im too young to actually try to understand love. so ya.

anyway.

I NEED MY PURE LITERATURE.

and ive got alot to say. but i shall not bore you with my totally unrelated topics(: actually i got alot of bitching i want to say but that is not the point(: i guess im just really disappointed that youve decided to just throw away this life. theres so much you can do. i know.

see. told you i have totally no links in my topics(: just forgive this totally silly stupid girl again(:

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