hais. tomorrow is shit. tomorrow was shit. tomorrow will be shit. tomorrow has been shit. tomorrow is going to be shit. okay wth. ive used every tense i know and tomorrow is STILL shit. today wasnt so bad i guess. well it was only two papers. so how bad could it have been. and emelia is getting her double science:D see. told ya. should have bet like my one way ticket to paris(: she can do anything. haha.
i just realised so many people changed. for better and worse. well i dont expect anything else. its been a long time anyway. and its kinda nice to see people maturing and know youre there to witness it. its a rare occurence i assure you(: but. i feel sad): its like that feeling you get that nothing will be the same and someday youll probably drift apart and forget. and then theres the feeling that youve already drifted apart and you just think about the memories so wistfully. and then you suddenly wake up from your daydreaming and you think, is she even thinking about me? why am i thinking about these. its been so long anyway. too long even. so ya. memories are really painful. but some just refuse to go away. and thats probably for the best. sometimes losing them are even harder than keeping them(: so dont ever hate your memories. they are a part of you and will always be. they hurt sure. but what doesnt?

okay. emo post over(:

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