okay. this totally sucks. what if i cant get into lit. i mean who ever heard of 20 students only! im so so afraid. but i dont think i can do much about it now. except pray. so ya. enough about that.

laughing at people is wrong. bragging is wrong when you do it over the top. being totally bitchy is wrong. so basically if you are all of the above, you are wrong. either something happened to your brain or you lost all sense of sensitivity. like why oh why would people actually do that? why do they love making people lose hope, why do they enjoy making people feel bad, why do they want people to be worse so they can be better? is it that fun to bring people down? even if they dont realise it now, they most probably would next time. and hopefully its not too late. waking up one day to realise you have no friends you can actually talk to without any inhibitions, who you can let your gaurd down with, whom you can empty their refrigerators without feeling bad, is scary. now, if you have all the power in the world and can control the damn weather will you be hapy with that? having nobody to share with to laugh with to LIVE with is pathetic. humans are social creatures. youll die a lonely grumpy old lady or man without friends and family. so what if you have so much money or stuff, i know this sounds cliched but its true. and the reason why its cliched is cause people are too money minded and power minded. so we NEED cliches now. do people really enjoy torturing other humans? we're all the same. we all want to feel good. and want to be respected. what entitles you people to laugh at others and look down on them? and really. what if one day they all gang up on you and you find yourself hated universally? dont you think it would be a little too late to ask for forgiveness and realize your meaness?

and now a post from someone who needs to vent lots of anger.
number 1.
what the hell do you think you are doing? its so damn insensitive of you to do that la.do you care for other people's feelings? NO. what do you care about more than yourself? NOTHING! i'm totally pissed today la. you're out to make others feel so bad okay. you don't think before you say or whatsoever. maybe sometimes you should reflect. and what's with the thing i heard today? what the hell like HI I'M RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU. sheesh. argh. you're so selfish sometimes. im annoyed and very disturbed.
number 2.
hey. what do you treat me as la? your stupid spare friend. happy come and talk to me not happy go away. you don't know how much you have annoyed me ever since i've started being your close friend. i'm trying my best not to make you angry right. what do you do? get oh so sensitive and flare up at me at the slightest shit. well all i can say is that you don't know me well neither do i know you well. so therefore, DO NOT PUT WORDS INTO MY MOUTH AS YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE PEOPLE TO DO THAT. and you find all faults with me you know. even the simplest thing like telling you, im busy now sorry. what do you do? ignore me for days for no reason. what exactly did i do wrong?! i don't know why you treat me like this all the time. so, now i'm totally sick of you.in fact, i have a phobia of you! hurray.
-dont bother knowing who i am, it doesn't matter.


so i guess this is it. well its been nice i guess. well actually it hasnt been. but ya. bye.

;je'taime