yay.exams are over. now all i have to do is wait for my results. wth. terrified doesnt even begin to describe my feelings.
im reaaaaaaaaally pissed too. i cant stand not knowing what to do. and wishing i could do that but knowing i cant. and just not knowing. i aboslutely hate that feeling. emelia says i have to ask. but i obviously can't. its just so impossible. i need to place to hide and cry all day. and no. girls do not LIKE to cry. its not a hobby. its just more natural to girls.why do you have to make me cry and feel so utterly lost.and still make me want you back?and i dont even mind!

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