hello(: it's been long since i last posted. so anyway, when i went out with emelia, we got lost. and you know those sily mrt stations with 1001 extis? we ALWAYS came out the wrong one and end up having to walk one whole god damn big round. so that day, we walked and walked but at least we bought things(: but we didnt take pictures because we were so busy shopping and walking and getting lost.

oh and then i had my sister's bbq. her friends all look exactly the same. long hair, spectacles, looked like they only ate during public holidays and they talked the same launguage which i totally do not understand. but thankfully, they have their own personalities. but whether they are good personalitities is a story for another time. then my relatives came on the 2nd night and me and miner took pictures the entire time. i was a little high but that was okay(: it was better than being moody and so god dman angry. and my cute little niece and nephew will always make things much better. its so amazing how little kids can be brave enough to do things you would never do. like dance and sing like theres no tomorrow on the bed for all to see. haha.

then i had choir today and we learn this reaaaaally old song called lollipop. apparently its about this woman who calls her boyfriend lollipop and shes singing the reasosns why hes like a lollipop. but most of the song is just lollipop.

and im angry. again. im doing everything and youre blaming everything on me. hey how about gettng your ass up and start working. you dont want to suddenly wake up and find yourself incapable of moving cos all your joints have rusted do you? and trusting you has become as dangerous as jumpng into a cage full of crocodiles. i never know what you mean what you do and what you think. and im not stupid enough to fall into the same god damn trap again. so ha. OH. and did i mention im starting to feel like USED. like wth. if you are going to throw me away once you used me then please do not even come near me.

i know this is a reaaaly wordy post but hey, i havent posted for a logn time! i'll upload pictures another time(:

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