i am so pissed off. is it so hard to ask for nice? honestly, im not even looking for near perfect. i just want nice! what! doesnt anybody do nice anymore? so now what. everybody's self centered, evil devil spawn? god. everything is my fault. why? because you dont want it to be your fault. well fine. your wants make ALL the difference in the world. god. its not as if you want world peace. i am so pissed off. why is it so hard to find nice nowadays. and trust. its hard to find trust too. and is it just a label? just a name? just a position which doesnt mean anything? well if it is, then count me out. i dont understand. if those words come so easily to you, then when do you really mean them? oh whatever. im not going to bother anymore. i shall be matured and try not to kick you right into the atlantic. and if youre not happy with my ranting then please just close this window. im through living to other people's standards.

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