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i can't freaking breathe. great. just great. i have to die before i can slap your freaking brains to jelly.

okay. im feeling better now. funny how getting angry makes you feel better. but i guess its self denfense. was supposed to go to the hospital to visit divya today but she needed to rest. ohwell. guess i can always go to her house. and shes getting better now anyway(: im really sad. got a craving for chocolate and a hug. everytime i look in the mirror i cringe. and i wish that things were back as they were again. i know that would make my reflection look human again. i give you too much credit. just like what everybody says. but somebody should go publish a textbook on 'forgetting'. its way to hard to do it by myself and from what i see, everybody reads textbooks. and only those.



i wont beg, i wont die without you either. but im beginning to think i cant forget.

;je'taime