tag replies(:
jasmineseng- im trying(: but thank you for caring. haha!

rasi- yupp. its saddening and i thought you say dont talk about it already! haha

deniisha- your tags are always so long. haha, i love you too

divya- thats cos you dont have enough vocabulary(: haha! yes! when can we go? i desperately need the library you know.

okay i could have just used my tagboard but i dont really have stuff to say here.

i feel so sad today. no idea why. no, actually i know why. but its just repeating my previous post. sometimes i wish i had like memory loss. i hate this sudden memories thing okay. physically youre leaving me alone, but i cant say the same for what you do to my head. which just freaking sucks. now tell me. how do i get rid of my head? im so sorry. i really am. i want you back. but it hurts too much. not for me but i guess for you. and i feel betrayed. like wtf. its just going from bad to worse. why? i dont know. it seems like ive suddenly become someone whom you have to keep 10 metres away from. was it just this same month that it seemed perfect? really just this freaking month? it was just 17 days ago, give or take a few days. i havent felt like this since last year for gods sake. this is just getting too hurtful. theres no more truth anymore, no more comfort, no more knowledge that i know you will be there. so tell me what am i supposed to do? drop down to my knees and beg in the middle of a thunderstorm? jump off a cliff? eat cockroaches? is trust so much to ask for? i want to fucking cry.

that's all we are now.memories in a taped up box under an unmade bed.

;je'taime