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then i went to divyas house. shes thinner. and i thought she couldnt get any thinner, and she has 3 holes in her stomach. ew. she has so many presents there and she seems so fragile. hais. so sad honestly. and then they played that stupid fishing game thingy which people play when theyre seven. okay. so it was entertaining. for like 10 minutes. i might visit soon(:
i cant sleep at night. i keep thinking. about what? random stuff. like how my family will react if they watch a sitcom of my life. cos my life would be so much more amusing if it were happening to someone else. how my grandma's doing. how long more my only grandparent will live.how im going to forget. how hes doing. the future. my friends, if they really are. god. im thinking so much. no wonder i cant sleep.