i found the song i was looking for:D


anyway

went to deniisha's house yesteday(: she taught me how to hold a guitar! ahha. and play one pathetic note. because she only knew one pathetic note you see. so ya. and then we watched like ballroom dancing and i really really wanna learn ballroom dancing(: haha! and we got on with the chapter. i think anytime im bored ill just go over to her house.


and on thursday i went to grandma's house and the whole family was there. it felt different, the whole atmosphere. the fact that her room is bare doesnt really help either. but it was different. and miner is seriously slow and i updated her of 6 months of my life in just a few sentences. didnt feel like talking about it. oh and someone has issues(: and i felt wasted.

and ive uncovered a secret. ha. but it hurts. just like every other secret in the world, it hurts. i'm thinking being heartbroken runs in the family.


Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again

;je'taime